Author Archives: stanfellows

Hope 

I realized yesterday a big part of my hesitation about presenting concepts is that a NO kills hope, and with little going well the narcotic effect of hope is not something easily given up. But I’ve adjusted my thinking – … Continue reading

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Be Kind

Ruminating on this difficult chapter that just drags on and on I compared it to being seasick – knowing the boat will be back in the marina at 3:00 and that by morning you’ll feel fine brings no comfort at … Continue reading

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Illustration

Illustration.  If you tossed a safety pin into a large crowd most of those people would wonder why, and one person would be glad for the safety pin they needed, never imagining one would show up. So, similarly, a few … Continue reading

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Abstracted Landscape Process 

Nightstand junk (left) redrawn as landscape (right).

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My Groaning Child 

Waking D I asked if she knew what day it is, then held up my hand and did this. She pulled the covers over her head and said I’m fired. 

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Cutting Losses 

Dropped by a Pho joint nearby to look at a menu. The owner’s English was absolutely impossible to understand – I could not catch a single word, and his frustrated effort was obvious. I wanted to suggest he go ahead … Continue reading

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Reset

Ugh.. WAY too much thinking today, so just now parked the truck mid errand run and took a few minutes to be still, breathe, let go of everything that is not the present moment. A soft reset. 

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